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I'll be able to write but never anything that matters.
I don't think my thoughts have ever been profound. Life is just one long game of connecting the dots for me, point A to point B, point B to point C, and so on until my heart stops beating.
At least I can smell you in these sheets. The nights have been hot and your sweat soaked into the pillows and the mattress and I still wake to find little strands of your long yellow hair clinging to my face. Yellow hair and blue eyes. Maybe I drink so much water because I want to be drinking those eyes deep down into my gut and into my veins and into all the tiny wiggling cells that make up my body.
I'm writing, you see? But there's really no purpose. A few people might read it and a lot more won't and even if they did would it matter then? No. Not really anyway. Significance is fleeting. Stay or go, up or down, live or die. It's all the same.
Rain is sliding down the window and I can feel its irregular percussion pushing vibrations through the glass and into my head. I don't mind though, I kinda like it even. Don't you? The rain reminds you of your nerves and of being alive and washes everything clean.
I'm clean I guess. I haven't showered in a couple days but it's alright. The marks on the inside of my arm are finally starting to heal and there are different color medallions in a pile on my nightstand so I can pick them up and shove them in everyone's face that ever laughed and said it would never happen. So fuck you.
I could end this story by getting hit by a car or walking into the neighbors to pick up or becoming a Senator with shiny teeth in my television smile and a three hundred dollar haircut, but what does it matter? It won't, and I won't, and neither will anyone. But I'll just keep writing and if you'd like you can read and for just a moment we'll be connected and that will or won't matter.
I don't think my thoughts have ever been profound. Life is just one long game of connecting the dots for me, point A to point B, point B to point C, and so on until my heart stops beating.
At least I can smell you in these sheets. The nights have been hot and your sweat soaked into the pillows and the mattress and I still wake to find little strands of your long yellow hair clinging to my face. Yellow hair and blue eyes. Maybe I drink so much water because I want to be drinking those eyes deep down into my gut and into my veins and into all the tiny wiggling cells that make up my body.
I'm writing, you see? But there's really no purpose. A few people might read it and a lot more won't and even if they did would it matter then? No. Not really anyway. Significance is fleeting. Stay or go, up or down, live or die. It's all the same.
Rain is sliding down the window and I can feel its irregular percussion pushing vibrations through the glass and into my head. I don't mind though, I kinda like it even. Don't you? The rain reminds you of your nerves and of being alive and washes everything clean.
I'm clean I guess. I haven't showered in a couple days but it's alright. The marks on the inside of my arm are finally starting to heal and there are different color medallions in a pile on my nightstand so I can pick them up and shove them in everyone's face that ever laughed and said it would never happen. So fuck you.
I could end this story by getting hit by a car or walking into the neighbors to pick up or becoming a Senator with shiny teeth in my television smile and a three hundred dollar haircut, but what does it matter? It won't, and I won't, and neither will anyone. But I'll just keep writing and if you'd like you can read and for just a moment we'll be connected and that will or won't matter.
Literature
The Waves of Uncertainty
There is truth in my waves of uncertainty,
their message hidden in the foam of my eyes.
Don't look
to the glass
within my heart,
it shatters
much too easily
from words of the wise.
Today is a lovely day, for a swim in the oil.
The clouds roll on in, and the rising of the sand.
Black scales le
Literature
Poetry,
She is stardust leaving sweet bones
in her wake. A trail of poetic destruction
conceived in verse--answering questions
with kisses. There is a hunger in her
freckled constellations, like spider webs
woven together with golden thread.
Like the wild roses she braids in her hair:
She walks backboned and head held high;
the strongest of letters on a page
left to rest in your mouth.
Literature
Stay here in my arms
Stay here in my arms
Don't go anywhere else
I'll give you anything you need
and a bit more if I can
Stay here in my arms
I'll hold you tight
you'll stay warm
for you fit between my arms so well
Stay here in my arms
I embrace you with my entire heart
Give you the love you deserve
because you are so very sweet
Stay here in my arms
close against me
no worries, no cares
for we have each other
Stay here in my arms
Let me kiss you tender
a kiss that will never end
just like my love for you
Stay here in my arms
I won't let you go
You had to wait so long
but now you get what you deserve
Stay here in my arms
Stay here close ag
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